No, this is Patrick

     I'm turning over a new stone, or maybe a new rock, maybe not really a new one, rather the one I've been living under with my never ending cycle of playing sims and watching all the avengers movies in order of the plot lines (https://editorial.rottentomatoes.com/guide/marvel-movies-in-order). I require some productivity, and I'm not sure why I didn't require it before. Sure, I just finished my first year of uni, and everyone I know has been pressuring me to get my drivers license, and of course there's the case of my multiple health issues (a little, majorly painful case of carpel tunnel being the latest) but I'm sure none of those things have anything to do with me wanting to hide away from the world in my bed.

    So I'm saying all this as proof, if I don't do what I'm supposed to do, I want to be held accountable, lock me in a courtroom and give me life sentence after life sentence. Although let's be real, I'll still finish that list of marvel movies and I'll most definitely want to avoid everything, but I'll at least try not to rot in bed for hours in the morning while I contemplate whether it's worth getting up or not.

    My next post will most likely be about all my thoughts while watching those movies, movies that I know are so completely unrealistic yet I still question everything. I also have a little story about me and a vcr, but that's for another day.

Love,

- J

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